Burder Burfday

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It's Lee Lee's SWEET SIXTEEN

shining star right there 

happy bday bro

And attention roads... watch out...

Mirror Mirror

Saw a fabulous movie tonight.

Mirror Mirror

All about ~magic~ 

The good kind. 

If you don't believe in magic, your just plain silly.

It's all around you all the time~ *

But you need to have strength, love, and inner-power to find your magic.

Sometimes inner strength comes from your family.

Fresh tunes (Music Cred to my muriel @Mia_papaya)

 It hurts to look in the mirror sometimes, 
atleast for me, because I don't always see Me. 
Through beauty and passion, however, I'm getting there. 

It's time to smile like you mean it~ ladies.

xoxo

Just Something

Something I learned today.

Trust and Believe. 

I have found home, again.

Sometimes you have to listen to an Album over and over again to really understand it. 


~Music~


Has guided me everywhere.

I got all my sisters and me

Ps I'm a feminist.
Pre-SLUT WALK.

But when home stops feeling like home.

I think that's when it's time to get back to reality. 

Young Adult

Currently watching Young Adult

And even though we're only a few minutes in I can't help but
thank God. I am Me.

And not a pyhscobitch.













It's hard accepting there's something wrong with you, especially when school, society, and basically the world, excepts perfection.

this aint pretty or perfect.

Everyday we're given chances.
To hold on. To let go. To forgive, forget, and move on.

but it's hard when you don't let go.

I can easily relate to the main character, self proclaimed writer. And not letting go.
Sometimes just giving to someone is more than giving to yourself

~And~

Coming to a point of self acceptance. Is important.

Strugg city,
 but always

#groundedbyglitter

life circle

Life is a circle. 

Things happen for a reason.


~these are my beliefs.~


If you disagree, yes, I think something is wrong with you. 
But again. 
My blog. My Beliefs.


I will agree to disagree with you however.


Today~for me~ is about self acceptance. 

The Tragedy.

One time I saw a girl who was not yet a woman.

Casual Britney collage... 

Yes. This girl.

But then I saw it again with this girl. 




















Don't worry about me though.


~Both my hands are up~

Thanks, gods.

x0x0

#groundedbyglitter.

Can't Stop Won't Stop

I'm giving up a lot of things theses days.

It's called making a lifestyle change. But I'm still in the beginning stages of this process.

One thing I can't give up is my writing.
It's one thing I would never give up, even if you asked me to.

I want to make a change in myself. It was my idea.
I mean ultimately yes, I do want world peace, but who doesn't.
I need to be able to find that Peace inside myself before I can try conquer the world.

"Men are terrified of a woman's depth of love and the energy that moves as a woman's sexuality and emotions. And, at the same time, men want nothing more in this life than to merge completely with a woman's devotional love and wild energy. Only as a man outgrows his fear can he handle a woman's tremendous love-energy without running. And only such a man is worthy of your devotional offering in a committed intimacy."
~ David Deida

For me.

this keeps #me holding on.

Good day and good night.

I know I said I need a break from this, and I do, but just quickly~

I pray a lot these days. 

And not like

"I'm not a prayer, I just pray a lot..."

This is just a quick something you might not know about me, Gab.






Yab believes in Good vs Bad.

Good always prevails. 

And myself, gab a re ella.

#groundedbyglitter

Everything is Alright

I need a little break from the Yabbings right meow.

Taking things one step at a time, although I love the song, is very difficult for me.

I'm a fast moving person, by nature.

But I need a lil breather. Just a break, from the yabbings.


I miss you all terribly. My readers. 
And I love you lots.

I'm ok, which I've said before is good, for right meow.

But there is this sadness that's building inside of me and I need to take a step back, from the interweb, just for a little while.


Love you all lots, and just know I'm thinking of yew.~* 

Rumors

It's gorgeous where I am

And I can't help but I can't help butt still be in mourning.


I miss burlington. I miss my home.

But I'm feeling happy again, and so far~ for me that's good.



I'm glad I'm not in burlington rolling face today, and then highly depressed the next day.


But I do miss that one sweet smell. 

Fuck y.a.b.

Ok so if you like my blog C0ooOoL!

and I love the feedback I get IRL, but sometimes I feel somewhat at a loss because I have no commentary!

Like and follow me puhlease.

FUCK YAB

on fb <3


Thanks babes

Only if it's positive though.
However, I'm pretty good at turning a negative into a positive, sooo
Thanks! Either way!

Forealsies.

I'm slowly but surely working on my dedication page. 






















Everything I write about is dedicated, or inspired by a real thing/place/person.

This one goes out to my mommies. 

Ya. I have two of them.
I have no real jewish heritage, but I have gained years of experience from my beautiful step mother who has always treated me like her real daughter.


 
My actual mother, my real queen/Madonna, has given me so many amazing gift and talents I can't even begin to count.
 

I don't know what I would do without these two beauty's in my life.



Through both of there eyes, I have created a vision for myself. Although that vision has become a hazy I know I will always shine in all of my parents, mothers and fathers, eyes.

What do I see?
Sparkles. #aduh.

#groundedbyglitter.

Good morning #America.

Alright. This is what I've been trying to get to. 

Another on of my many Gab,revaltions,ella.

#420

It's a date. On a calendar, that I did not create.
But anyone who reads this blog knows what #420 is. 
This year it's important for more than one reason. Which I have also talked about. 
From what I've heard the whole #stopkony2012 thing has been shut down. 
But
The mayans we're people too, ok? And they were smarter than us. I know that much. 
 

head, hand, heart.

It's coming, whether I like it or not. 
Do whatever the fuck you want to do. But I believe in the weather. 
It's raining where I am. I know that. Because I KNOW, I can't control the weather. 
It's not my job. It's not what I do. 
What do I do? I follow the stars. I've told you this. 
Light/stars/ whatever you wanna say 
have really really really, guided me home. 
But I miss my home, with you my readers.

Concentration is the key,
To reality. 

I’m alive, but I am barely breathing.

Hold that thought.

 



I want yall to breathe deeply- like right now. 




Smell that smell. That’s #America.
I have a vision, not for you for me.

On board yet?
no?
#sorry. 


and just stop reading because clearly your not getting it. 

This album.

(Noah and the Whale's First Day of Spring) has inspried me. (credit to @zacharyallot, for that one)

Has given me hope again.

I want you all, you, my readers. To understand what I’m saying.

Breathe.

I’m running in this upcoming run. The color run 

Because I want to be able to breathe again.

Make a change in you, don't worry about 2012.
Zombies will only come, if we let them in.

Stay grounded. Do something good for you. 

for you. 

#groundedbyglitter.