cross roads.

uuuuuuggggggghhhhhhh
This is my life at a crossroads:

confused. 
to say the least.


no one ever told us about this time in our lives. Things change when you turn 20, and they just get weirder when you get to 21.
At this point in my life, I feel a little... little to say the least.

I feel like I've made so many strides but I still feel stuck, like nothing has really been accomplished.

It's crazy for me not to go back to school. But to go back in January? Even more crazy.
I'm happy taking my time and taking things slowly. I just wish the rest of the world would slow down for a minute. It's like every monday suddenly becomes friday. Woah, woah, woah.
Woah.

Thanksgiving was a nice break though.

It was really good to see all of the fam and get to finally talk through everything with my mother.
...not that anything was decided or accomplished...





One other thing about this time in life is that it doesn't help that people keep dying left and right.

I feel like the beginning of all this craziness was when my aunt dana pasted away. Although it was expected, it's still such a shock.
And it hasn't end there.
But it's not just death that's happening, it's life too. It's learning to deal with people that have moved on
and being able to you, yourself move on.
I feel like at this point in life, is a state of change. A lot of my friends, and these are the smart ones, are on the verge of change. Big decisions need to be made. And you never read about this, or see a movie, or hear a song about this time. Maybe it's just the beginning.




So here's my blog, since no one else will write about what's going on now.
If you can't relate #sorryimnotsorry and get the fuck out.

To sum it all up, I'm thankful for my ma and pa, and step ma and pa, my brohans- how indivdually and uniquely annoying they each are, and my pain the ass sister that I love. My cutie pa-too-tie dogs. The good food I've always had the pleasure of enjoying. The warm houses I've always resided in and the education I have received. I've been given a lot off opportunity and I plan on making something out of that. It just may take longer than expected. The pay off however, will be better than I can even anticipate.

Tweet

ATTENTION TWITTER USERS:

Shut the fuck up. 

Honestly if you don’t have something nice to say... Then shut the fuck up. 

Just because you don’t mention (@) someone in a post, doesn’t mean your not being a complete douche bag. 

Worry about yourself for five seconds.

For example: “Good Job man...You're a fucking idiot.”

(this literally came up on my tweetdeck while writing this)

And do not try to turn this around on me. 

I believe I’ve used twitter to vent before... Without question. 

But at the same time, my rants are not about bystanders or pupils in my classroom that I would never call out unless I had an iPhone in hand. 

Stop letting twitter give you the freedom to say whatever the fuck you want, when your not using that power for good. 

With great power comes great responsibility. If you have 500+ followers give them something worth reading- even if it is only under 140 characters. 

Be the change. And just shut the fuck up. 

Make yourself feel better through yourself, not through other peoples pain. There seriously is enough hateorade in this world for right now. If your mad, we understand. Tweet. But if you are just being mean... take it somewhere else, twitter is already dumb enough. 

Nails. Nails. Nails

Tonight's agenda, bongs and nails.
Success.






There is just way

way 

too much

you can do with nail polish. 

<3 

NEW DILLON FRANCIS

#foreveraloaf.


it's ok tho.

It's

#booooozedaytuesday. 

There is a difference between a failure and a fiasco.

Although I did not loose close to a billon dollars, I do feel much empathy towards Orlando Blooms character in Elizabeth town. 

I’ve failed. I’ve failed, I’ve failed, I’ve failed. But I can’t go to the kitchen and create a device with a running bike and a knife.

You have to pick yourself up and get yourself back together. Getting the pieces back together is a long and stressful road. 
Deal with it, keep going. 

I would not be where I am today if I had not failed. And I failed a lot. 

If you listen closely you will hear the sound of shit hitting the fan, daily. 
Sometimes it’s your fault, sometimes it happens to you and sometimes you just watch it unfold. You can not avoid failure. You can’t. Eventually it will hit you, hard. 

Let yourself move on. 

Don’t forget to remember the people you meet along the way. 

The people that we meet in each stage of our lives are important, whether either of you realize it. There is a reason people enter our lives at the point they do. It may be for the long haul, or it may just be for a few fleeting moments. Appreciate people and hold on to the difference they make in your life. If there not there forever, it's ok. There was a reason they were there in that moment, do not forget that.

"If it wasn’t this it would be something else." 

No one ever said [life] was gonna be easy. 

Whimsical. 

I.like.to.talk. Therefore I write.

I write everyday. And I'm not in school.
It's for myself, but I guess if you look at it- just like most things in this world- it's really for everyone else.
I think a lot of the time I feel the need to explain everything that's going on. And I do mean everything.
I take things to literally, and I analyze them to much.

So obviously the next step with my writing, in this generation of technology, is putting it on the In-ter-net.



Here's a pretty accurate description of how my life is right now:
I'm sitting on my couch, just got home from work. It's 9:26, I was the only counter girl at work today, made bank in tips and got my paycheck yay! aaaand it'll go straight to rent.
I can smell weed but I have no idea where it's coming from... because my jar is sealed, so...
Now I'm going to roll a joint, because I can like totally do that ! (I practice...alot.) to unwind from the day.
Then I will probably eat all three of the cupcakes I brought home from work. Obviously the three I ate at work were not enough for the day.
#cupcakeissues.

xoxo, karen.

Keep calm and Carry on.

#Hashtagz rule everything around me#

#RaveFairyPblms.

Definition right here:

@_julezzz_ ; @mia_papaya 

#StonrGrlProblems

TwentyOne.

My life at 21:

Cupcakes

salted caramel 

Glitter

NEON

flowers

pink&white

crafts

kittens

belle.meowximus.prime.

moombahton

Vermont 

dropout.

and marijuana.

Ah the life of a burlington socialite.
#sorryImnotsorry.

I live my life with really no disclose,
you can either take it or leave it.